Goodbye

Loving you was quite a pain but parting was even more painful. I couldn't have thought that this day would come. The day that I would bid my goodbyes to you. I hope that some time in our next life we would meet again. Not ending up like this but having the smile to move on forward. You brought me sunshine out of nowhere but left me with clouds, raining over my rolling eyes. It was quite fun though i never thought of getting hurt. It seems we were never meant to be together. How sad, it is rather unfortunate ending up like this. I look up in the skies asking questions where I went wrong. Was he a better man than me? The sun is setting down over the horizon as the moon smiles up together with the stars. At last I was finally asleep, away from all the miseries you have brought along. I woke up all alone again. You were finally gone. Goodbye, goodbye my valentine.

Memoirs

I have always liked you since then. I'm sorry, I was so afraid to tell you what I felt. I was never able to confess to you. I always lacked the courage to do so. I am confused, this new emotion that I have never felt before has overwhelmed me. I chickened out fearing rejection. I couldn't allow myself to lose our friendship for naught. You are so great while I am just no one. You have everything, I have nothing only this heart of mine to offer. It always felt awkward for me. You are beyond my reach, so far yet it seems to be so near. It just happened that I was too late. I woke up too late in a reality without you. Before I let go, please let me speak the words I was never able to utter. Please let me try to tell you for this one last time. I like you. I like you. I like you. Goodnight my dear old friend. I hope this time, I could have my heart at ease again.

Elbert Hubbard

"Every man is a damn fool for at least five minutes every day; wisdom consists in not exceeding the limit."

A Worthless Poem about Love

i'm so afraid that i'll fall in love
fearing that i would end up being hurt
but why is it that when i see you
my heart ends up beating fast
i couldn't help myself thinking
how stupid could i have been
not to realize that i have fallen
but it is already too late for that
your heart will never be forever mine
for you have given it to someone else
there is no one to be blamed but me
i just can't stop this feeling
the longings that i have for you
you have always been there but i wasn't
and now your gone i'm just nobody
seeing you from the distance tightens my heart
knowing you has always been the best
and yet i have to let go of you
for i don't want to cry anymore
i just want you at least to know
that i indeed truly like you

Missing

Have you ever felt that there was something missing but you have no idea what it was. We seek answers but we only find more questions not to enlighten but to trouble us more. The vicious cycle never ends as the sun rises from east to west. A part not simply forgotten but completely lost forever not knowing what really it was. I just couldn't help myself wonder how stupid I was or I am. Still memories fade like life as time continues to pour each second, each minute, each hour and each day as we continue to grow older and older. The fire within we call life slowly extinguishes until it is no more. The journey to my never ending quest has yet to begin. What I seek I do not know but I certainly do know that it was part of the past that I took for granted not realizing its true value. I have made a lot of mistakes, for each there is a high price to pay. I only hope that someday along the road I might stumble upon a devious rock that we call opportunity. Perhaps a second chance is still possible for a stubborn fool like me.

Love

I can not still fully grasp the true meaning of love(a strong positive emotion of regard and affection). It remains to be elusive. It varies with man's perspective. It blinds reason corrupting humanity. It taints not the heart but the minds of mortals. It saps the essence of what we call life. Indeed it is a plague that haunts us through the pages of history sending mankind into the abyss. Love is nothing more than a mere concept created by man to suit their own ends.

Lost

I want to smile but I don't know how. I have forgotten how. I wonder why without realizing until now. I found out I have lost something. I don't know how. I am too afraid to know what it seems too valuable. My heart aches. It troubles my mind filled with pain, suffering is inevitable. I want to cry but I do not know how. Fallen, I search day and night. But to regain what has been lost seems impossible. Filled with grief and sorrow, alone, blinded by the dark, isolated from the world, silence deafens my ears. Speechless I am as I forever await hoping. I am a fool, stubborn and arrogant, perhaps a dreamer. In the end, all is lost. No matter what is yet to be done, destiny has already decided. What I fear most has consumed me in total darkness beyond any help forever lost.